Can you help me?
Get me out of my head
It’s a war zone,
Can it be something else instead?
Let me be lighter
This is all too heavy for me
I don’t feel like a fighter
But I fight
Only because I know the weight I would leave behind
For those who never got the chance to help me with mine
A handful of pills
A whirlwind of feelings
I shutdown
What was I thinking?!
I’ve been asked,
“Would you ever act on these thoughts?”
Never did I say yes at all
With life dragging me to the edge
With life beating the shit right out of me
It felt better not to have a life at all
Help me
I’ve done a terrible thing
Heal me
It seems I’m not breathing